1903

I almost forget to blog today! I have been so preoccupied with the sun. Today I became friends with joy. I loved today. I am in an enlightened mood right now. Im watching Finding Neverland, and am inspired by the grace of the characters. I guess this mood also comes from the viewing of Coco Before Chanel, last night.
Now to review my day. I got to see by best friend in the whole world today. I miss her so much, and it is a shame that we dont see each other more often. We went to the local waterpark together, along with our sisters, and had a wonderful time. I loved seeing the excitement in my friends faces when falling down the waterslide. I love the feeling you get when you drop down on teh slide, I love how weightless you can feel. It is so freeing.
Today I celebrated my youth.
While veging after the busy day, I watched the most adorable commercial. It was one for target, about how one little thing leads to another, and eventually changes your life. Thats how I think of teh world sometimes. Which can be a good and bad thing. Its horrible when you thing that one measly assinment lesd to your grade, which leads your gpa, which leads to your college application, which leads to your college accpatance, which leads to your job, which leads to your salary, which leads to your retairment, and so on. Its a horrible curse I have.
Last night I had a strange dream. In this dream, I was having a bithday party at a footbell field. They're were many guests but they were all a blur. Only one friend was clear. Everyone was having a good time, but I didnt notice my other guests, only the clear one. After we had all eaten, Everyone stareted running laps. I started skipping, in my normal fashion, and the clear one did too. The clear one fell. The clear one broke into little pieces and the whole time I was trying to save the clear one and no one would help me. Everyone at the party kept doing their buisness, while I was scrambling. In the end I could not save the clear one, and they died.
I dont know what triggered the dream, but I founf it profound enough to record.
On a less bizarre note, 3 days! You should know what Im counting down to.
I better go watch the movie. And.
As Mark Wahlburg would say, "Say hello to your mother for me. "